..How I meet my Mr TedDy…

My love story was begin about five years ago.it was started in my secondary school SMK Beris Panchor.I cannot remembered the date but it was after an assembly 0n 2007.my note book was lost when I am walking to my class but I was not noticed it until I reached to my class 3 Agama.when I was found that my note book was lost I’m tried to remember where I put it.but I can’t.i was worried because in the book was contained my phone number.perhaps if someone found my book they will disturb me.

after a few days,I’ve got a missed called from the unknown number.at the first,I am not expected that it was from someone who found my book.then he sent me a message.i replied because I want to know who was him.so,started from that day we was be friends.his name was Akid.he told me that his uncle Ameer and his uncle’s friend Syazwan from 5Beta whose found my book.i told him to get back my book from his uncle.i am lucky that they was returned it back to me.after a few days,his uncle contact me and he told that he want to be my friend.i said fine why not.so,we always mesagging.but about a month we lost contact.however I did not care much about it.

Then about two months,another man was message me.he want to know me.he asked me my name.you know what I was replied to him??i said that my name was Shah Rukh Khan.i also called him “mangkuk tingkat”.hehe.because of my nonsense answers he was interested to know me and be my friend.he told me that I was a quite funny girl.so,I was accepted him to be my friend because I thought that it was not wrong if we had many friends.by the way,his name was Syazwan.so,from day to day we were became more close.although at the time I was already had a boyfriend but it was not be a problem because I only treat him like my best friend.yea..he was really a good friend.he understand me more than my boyfriend.when I got a problem or got fought with my boyfriend he always be my side.he gave me a good advice and told me to be patient.when I was sad,he gave me the strength and cheered me up.he told that he did  not want to see me sad and wasted my tears.he always made me happy with his jokes.he was a funny man.i was started to like him from the way he treat me.

one day,he told me something that I did not expected.he told me that he like me and if he can he want me to be her girlfriend.i was shocked but I was not mad.i don’t know why.i told him that I admitted I also like him but only as a friend.he said it was okey and he was willing to wait for me.he believed that,one day I will accept him.he was so confident with his words.although he was too hope but he never told me to left my boyfriend.he don’t want to be such a greedy man.he also don’t want to be the reason for me to left my boyfriend.but,he said that if one day,I clashed with my boyfriend he will get my heart.he will ensure that I will be his love.he don’t care how hard it will be.what he know that only me will be his first love and only me will be his girl.ohh dear…

One night.my boyfriend had called me.he told me that he want to clash with me.the reasons were:

      1-“My exam was just around the corner.i need to focus on my study.”(it sounds that he was so good right?!).

     

     2-“He scared that he cannot to make me happy.”huh!such a stupid reason.

I admitted that I was so sad.however I just let him go.he want it happened like that so I just followed it.we are the same school.at school,I always avoided to meet him.when he called me,I just ignored him.i don’t want to see him or talked to him anymore.he told me that he was regretted by doing that.but,it was too late.i will never accept him anymore.it was enough for him to hurt me.once he left me,he will never had a second chance to be with me again.he told me that this love was killed him.served him right!heyy..did u looked I care..??

When I was in the sad situation there was someone who always with me.who was always patient to wait for me..SYAZWAN..that was a good news for him because he can get my heart.so,a few weaks after I was broke he was purposed me to be his girlfriend.i was in dilemma weather I have to accept him or not.i asked my friend Sarah to help me.she told me that just accept him.he such a kind man.Syazwan waited for my answer with hope.he scared that I will say no.after I thought about it I found the answer.i told him that I was willing to be his love although my heart was not belongs to him yet.he was so happy and excited to hear that.

it was on 5^th October 2008 I was formally be his girlfriend.he promised to take care of me better than my ex-boyfriend and never let me hurt.he will love me like he love himself.started from that day,I was promised that I will love him with the deep of my heart.yes..i was really did it.although there were a few times we got fought but it made me to be more matured.throughout our relationship,he taught me a lot of things.he taught me the way to love.he taught me about the true love not the puppy love.he was always there when I was felt down.he give me the happiness and removed all my sadness.he was really cares about me as well as he can.he want me to be the best for him,for my family and for my friends.he want me to be his first and the last one.he told that when the time comes he will purposed me to be his wife.Insyaallah…I am waiting for the time.i hope our love will never be end.sincerely I am really love you my teddy,Syazwan..!

p/s: if my English tak betul sorila ye!saya nie takdela teror sgt bahasa mat saleh neh.broken English jek.lau nak gelak pom silakan.trimas!

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday

to the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feeling

with anyone other than you.

- Courtney Kuchta -

.lucu + maLu + geLi.

hari nie bertarikh 11111 merupakan hari yg amat memalukan buat diriku.malu + geli + meremang bulu roma yg amat.begini ceritanya...

hari ini cam biase saya dan membe kamceng saya iaitu cik Dayah n cik Lana menaiki tenggiling (van kuning) untuk ke class.kat Uitm Machang student pangil van tu sbg tenggiling.amat cantik nama diberi kan?class kitorang hari ni bermula pukul2 petang sampai pukul4 petang.so,kitorang memang wajib terpaksa naik tenggiling untuk ke class coz class jauh jugakla dengan kolej kitorang.semasa dalam tenggiling tu kitorang excited je nak pegi class.sengeh2 cam biasela.(macam kerang busuk pom ada).mase sampai kat kolej lain adala sekumpulan girls ni kecoh diorang nak naik van yang da hampir penuh.dalam kekecohan itu terdapat 3 orang gadis yg membuatkan saya dan cik Dayah serta cik Lana ketawa golek2 sampai nak menitis air mata.nak tau kenape??macam nie..sit depan tepi driver van khas untuk 2 orang jew.tapi dorang nak duduk 3 orang.dahla diorang tu bukannye kanak2 yg punya saiz badan kecik.sampaikan abang driver tu terpaksa cakap cam nie." dik,depe xleh dok 3 ore nati xleh nok masuk gear"(dalam lorat klate).kitorang ape lagi.ketawa berdekah2 la.tak pernah dibuat orang nak dok 3 orang kat depan.memang rase sedikit kelakar di situ.

yang nak dijadikan cerita lagi masa van tu dah berenti depan blok class kitorang,kitorang masih lagi dengan ketawa yg bersisa.dalam kesukaan itu berlakulah satu eksiden yg tak dijangkakan oleh saya dan member2 saya.begini,semasa saya hendak turun van tu tanpa tak disengajakan saya terpegang lengan abang driver tu.ingatkan kerusi yg saya pegang rupa-rupanya dia punya tangan.aduyaiii...gue rase geli semacam beb!!!muka yg dah tebal dengan mekap ni rase bertambah tebal dengan kemaluan itu!rase macam nak samak jew tangan gue neh.memang malang buat diriku yg xberdosa ini.lepas ni saya xnak naik da van tu.mintak2 la dia xcam da saya.ya tuhan..makbulkan la permintaa hambamu ini.amin...

*p/s : hati-hati apabila anda menaiki kenderaan awam.toleh kanan toleh kiri toleh belakang toleh depan    kemudian blah dengan bahagia!

~photosiot vs photoshoot~

memang lumrah alam kaum hawa nie suka bergambar.ade2 je pose yg mau diambil.kejap pose berdiri kejap pose terduduk kejap senget kejap strek cam tiang lampu.(sayala tue..haish).ciri2 tersebut berikut tak lain tak bukan ditujukan khas buat diriku n member2ku yg bajet cun.(walaupom tak berapa nak cun).ok...di sini saya sertakan beberapa keping gambar yg agak tak berapa nak vogue ye.saya je la.fwenz saya chantek.isk3

 ini pose senget ye.boleh cuba lau yg ada masalah leher tu.

 ni pose aku tiru mereka yg berphotoshoot.

 muka bajet cute tapi tak berapa nak cute.

pose untuk mereka yg kegatalan di dagu.

wif my bff.sama tak?

orang cakap kitorang cam twin.yeke?

 cumil kan my fwenz neh.

 back to my picca.

yg sebenarnye kitorang ni suka bergambar.skank ni ase nk berposing cam photoshoot lak.berangan nak jadi model tapi saya nie terlebih lemak.isk.skank nie lam proses untuk menslimkan badan nak dpt body cam angelina jolie.muahaha.ape2 pom saya bersyukur dengan ape yg saya ada skank nie.yela no one is perfect right?.so,think positive!

,,berMulaNya kiSah sEoraNg seNior,,,

selamat petang dunia...!!sekarang saya sudah berada di UiTM Machang dengan jayanya.(tak jaya napenye  rumah aku dekat je ngan U neh).020111.tak lawa pom tarikh nie saje nak bagitau tarikh saya mendaftarkan diri di tempat pengajian saya neh bagi sem yg ke 2.first mai nie saya xbawak banyak sangatla barang2.adela dalam 5 beg jew..(nenek ko tak banyak).hehe.

haa..ni barang2 memberku..barang2 aku tak sempat diambil.

ini cara utk mengisi borang dengan cepat ye.

senyum tak ikhlas neh coz terpaksa beratur panjang nak dapatkan bilik.

nila bilik saya.mujurla dapat bilik sama ngan bff saya.suka amat sih!

 nie cik hidayah.my bff n my roomate now

ni cik lanasari...my bff n my roomate too

sempat betolkan tudung yg senget.

sorang lagi roomate kitorang name dye mira.kitorang bwu jew kenal ngan dye.dye chantek jgk au.she's nice n hope we can be a good friend yea!

btw saya suka sangat dpt koleh Tun Dr Mahatir (TDM).walaupom mula2nye rase agak tak berapa nak dok sini coz sebelum ni saya dok kolej laen.kolej nie kolej baru..cantik + bersih + cuacu sejuk.(yela dekat ngan hutan rimba)hehe.tapi satu jela kat sini tak de washing machine.so saya terpaksala perah keringat n tangan saya yang kuat(macam hulk hogan) ni tuk mencuci pakaian yg bertimbun.(ciri2 suri rumah yg baek nanti).

ape2 pom saya rase gumbira coz seroomate ngan bff saye.dok kat sini tak ase dok kat kolej.cam dok kat kondo la plak.(mimpi jela).well semuanya bermula drp mimpi kan.mane tau nanti UITM nak naikkan taraf kolej nie jadik kondominium lak.* harap dipertimbangkan ye.terima kasih.

^o^ gUdbyE 2010 ^o^

cuma tinggal beberapa minit je lagi nak abis tahun 2010.rase baru semalam jew masuk tahun neh.tup tup da nak masuk tahun laen.(nak stat feeling la tuh).sesunnguhnya dan sebenar-benarnya begitu banyak peristiwa yg aku alami pada tahun 2010...suka,duka,pahit,manis,masam,masin,tawar..(cukup rasa ye)..ianya cukup bermakna buatku dan mengajar aku untuk menjadi seorang insan yg lebih matang.(sebelum ni perangai cam budak tak cukup umor jek).antara peristiwa pahit manis aku sepanjang tahun 2010 ialah:

   * aku mendapat keputusan SPM.6A3C2D.(result cam hampeh jek)..asal la tak dapat 11A terus kan sedap je       nengoknye.(huh tak bersyukur lansung!)

   * aku menjadi seorang mahasiswi di UITM Machang,klate..(bangga woo da jd budak U beb..)..lau tak jadi student UITM maybe aku student UIA skank neh.ape nak buat aku redha terimanye..(ko da dpt msk U pom da kira untung laa)..

   * mom tau sal aku n hubby ku..mujurla mom ak ok jek.lau tak gigit ibu jari kaki la aku.(berbunga jiwa ragaku)

   * Konvokesyen my mom.mom aku dapay ijazah lulusan UPM..(saya bangga jadi anak mom saya!)

   * wedding kak Noni iaitu kakak hubbyku merangkap bakal kak iparku.muahahaa..

       aku terpaksa menjadi pengapitnye.(malu tapi mahu)

   * a day at PCB RESORT with my fammily n my hubby.sungguh gumbira hari ini ku rasakan.bagai mahu diputar semula saat indah itu.(kegatalan melanda)

   * last day meet my hubby..sebelum die pergi UPM balik.sedih au nak pisah ngan dienanti lambat plak jumpa die.i'm gonna miss u baby..(ngade je)

   * da xingat da ape yg jadi kat aku.lau nak taip pom maybe panjang sangat.aku ni tak de la rajin sangat.hohoii...

sememangnye tahun ni amat bererti buatku..akan ku kenang peristiwa penting yg jadik kat aku..harap2 tahun 2011 akan lebih bererti buat diriku.hope will be more enjoyable mement will happen to me..!

GUDBYE 2010...!!WELCOME 2011...!!!